3.5/5 stars
Recommended if you like: multiple POVs, climate fiction, political intrigue
Big thanks to Bindery Books, Netgalley, and the author for an ARC in exchange for an honest review!
This book just didn’t do it for me. It had elements there that I liked and that should’ve made this a higher rated read, but it just wasn’t working for me. That being said, there’s not really a lot wrong with the book, it just ended up not being for me.
One of the things that bothered me was the secrecy around how our three narrators–Zain, Iravan, and Anastasia–are connected. It’s pretty obvious from the get-go that it’s related to the fire that happened a decade prior and, imo, it’s also pretty clear how each character is connected to the other(s) through that fire. But the characters don’t start saying it more explicitly until around 40% of the book, and the so-called ‘big reveal’ about the fire happens in the last 90-95% of the book….and I called it around 10-15% in. The characters validly make a big deal about the fire, but it’s cloaked in so much insincere/flimsy secrecy that I got over hearing about it well before the characters were willing to stop talking about it.
Then, the ‘big reveal’ about the fire was a little…iffy feeling to me. One of the narrator’s reveals two somethings that, again, I guessed pretty early in (and, to be fair, one of which was almost explicitly stated a few chapters prior), and two of the other characters react in the way you’d want them to react, but it has an almost choreographed quality to it and doesn’t feel natural. Especially considering the character narrating that chapter insinuates that there were hints ten years ago that everyone ignored. If the character narrating the chapter is correct that ‘everyone’ picked up on things and chose to overlook it, then just because one of the other character’s reacts correctly now doesn’t mean they’re absolved. Anyway, the whole thing just felt a little off.
In this world, the environment has been ruined by the harvesting and usage of something called calor, which can be used for all sorts of useful things from electricity to medicine to fertilizer. Tejomaya is the last place it can be harvested, where people get it from the blood rains. But there are also whispers that the rains have turned poisonous and that there’s a ‘soul-sickness’ making people ill. Despite that, the plans to harvest calor are still in full swing. It is, essentially, the folly of man in pursuit of money and power. Why care about the environment when they won’t be the ones reaping the consequences?
All three narrators come into the story clearly carrying baggage. Zain is particularly secretive about hers, but we’re able to glean that it has something to do with why she disappeared from the slums during the drought despite the fact that she clearly cares deeply for the people there. Zain is someone stuck with really no good options. She even notes the fact that every time she tries to do something to make up to the ghosts in her past, something else goes horribly wrong. The poor girl really needs a break, and I’m glad that she has some people around who can comfort her and provide her hope for a better future.
Iravan is much less secretive about what bothers him. His daughter died in the fire and he’s been haunted by that and everything that happened after. I liked Iravan and it’s clear that he’s trying to make the best of dwindling options. He cares about the people of the slums and genuinely wants to try and improve their lives, but with limited calor to go around and the soul-sickness taking ever more victims, there’s little power to be had. I will say though, Iravan is a bit blind when it comes to his business partner and friend, Dev, and it isn’t until close to the end that he realizes his friend is not a good person.
Anastasia is the last narrator and she falls somewhere between Zain and Iravan in terms of how much she shares about the fire. Imo it’s clear pretty quickly what happened with her, but she doesn’t mention it for a while. She’s not the most likable of characters. She’s the type who doesn’t fully see her privilege and who lashes out majorly in her grief, even ten years out from the event. She doesn’t really stop to consider all sides, she just wants what she wants. She’s blind to her friend Charvi’s opinions and needs solely because she’s driven by a desire for revenge. That being said, while she’s not likeable I can kind of understand how she got to be the way she is, even if I disagree with her. She does redeem herself toward the end and comes to realize some things about herself, the people she used to care about, and the world.
Theron…not really sure how I feel about him. I did end up liking him by the end, but he does some stuff at the beginning that I don’t really like or agree with. Zain obviously has some trauma/issue/etc. with Dev, and Theron elects to essentially call her a coward and useless for not wanting to get anywhere near Dev without stopping to think that maybe she has a good reason for acting that way. And then later, once he becomes more tolerable, he doesn’t apologize or anything.
Charvi had some hard decisions to make in this book. She’s definitely a catalyst for a number of things that happen, both past and present, and I don’t envy her the position of being caught between conflicting loyalties (and worlds). If Anastasia had just listened things might have turned out differently, but she didn’t and so Charvi makes her decisions based on what she thinks is best for her, her daughter, and honestly for the world at large. Not all of these decisions turn out well, particularly for her, but she’s definitely one of the movers and shakers of the story.
Overall this is an interesting read, but I just don’t think it was for me. The characters were interesting and nuanced, and I would say they’re all morally gray.
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